TAME THE TIKBALANG
April 26, 2010Met up with a friend last night. Nag-coffee muna kami sa Figaro then went to a dance club after. In fairness, na-miss ko ang club scene. It’s been awhile na rin kase since gumimik ako.
Gimik meaning going to a dance club, haha! Ewan pero yun ang idea ko ng gimik. Not coffee, KTV or what-have-you. Basta dance club lang, period, hehe!
Nung pumunta kami ni friend sa naturang club e konti lang ang mga pipol of the world. That was probably around 1am. Tahimik lang din ang crowd at medyo pa-sway sway lang sa kanilang mga upuan. As for me and friend, dun lang kami nakaupo sa couch at watch mode lang sa mga tao.
After awhile din e medyo nag-loosen up na rin ang madlang pipol at meron mangilan-ngilan na nagsayaw na rin sa gitna ng dancefloor while yung iba naman e gumigiling with their bf/gf dun sa may area nila. Kaka-turn on manood, hahaha! (Or ganun lang ba ako ka-tigang at konting da moves lang e naseseksihan nako? Hehe!).
Nweiz, dun ko na-realize while watching them how different I am now from before. As in “tamed” nako. Before kase e some kinda party girl ako na maituturing at rampa talaga ako pag ganyang nasa club ako.
Of course medyo shytype din ako at first pero pag medyo nakainom nako e nawawala na inhibitions ko at sabay lang ako sa agos nun. At pag walang hiya na talaga ako e talaga namang dedma nako sa mundo nun.
As in laplapan galore. La ako paki kung may nanonood sa amin ng guy I’m with…At yung iba pang bagay e dyahe nako i-blog pa, lol ngayon pa nahiya, hehe! Just use your imagination na lang hehe! 
Naroon din yung nagsusuka nako in public at gumegewang na maglakad. As in literal na wasted ako. Naroon din yung di ko na alam minsan kung paano ako nakauwi at kung anik-anik pa.
Pero kagabi e good girl mode ako. As in watch mode lang talaga ako sa crowd at ni hindi man lang ako nagsayaw.
I was with a male friend last night pero di kami talo nun at in denial pa na bi s’ya or bading or whatever at wala din sa tipo n’ya ang sumayaw or what kaya nakaupo lang kami sa pwesto namin at patingin-tingin lang sa mga tao.
Sometimes, I prefer the “new me” pero there are times na miss ko rin yung ganung buhay dati. As in very carefree lang at walang inaalala. Enjoy kung enjoy na parang wala ng bukas…
Lalo tuloy nag-sink sa akin na ang laki na talaga ng ipinagbago ko dun sa dati. I could really say na “tamed” nako…Why?
Maraming factors, I guess…First, feeling ko it was just a phase before at tingin ko e graduate nako sa ganung bagay.. Second, tinamaan ako kay L (as in my last bf) kaya parang kakatamad na lumandi, lol! And third, dahil tumatanda na siguro ako…(I mean, matanda na talaga ako’t turning 32 na sa bday ko this Sunday, hehe in denial din ako, haha!.
But then again, when I analyze things, I think combination of everything kung bakit masasabing “tamed” nako now. But as I’ve said, I prefer the new me now pero kaka-miss yung dati kong buhay…May excitement, thrill, etc.
Suddenly, na-realize ko how boring my life is now, hehe! Dati kase e madaling araw talaga ako umuuwi everyday na para bagang wala ng bukas pag naggu-goodtime ako. But yun nga, tumatanda na ako at dapat lang na magtino na rin kahit papano, hehe!
Pero honestly, parang gusto ko muna bumalik dun sa dati kong buhay…para maiba naman..But then, nakakailang din minsan na puro bagets ang nasa crowd at feeling ko e nagmumurang kamatis tuloy ako, haha!
Pero grabe, ang layo ng buhay ko ngayon dun sa dating ako. Feeling ko e santa ako ngayon, haha! Tamed na ang lola n’yo…Parang “Tame the Tikbalang” lang, haha lol corniks!
Ang hirap talaga pag tinamaan…Tama meaning na-in love ng todo. Eversince maghiwalay kase kami ni L e dun ko talaga nakita yung maraming pagbabago sa akin especially when it comes to sex. Parang biglang di na masarap ang sex pag walang love…Pucha, ako ba ‘to? Haha kakapanibago, lol!
Ewan. Di ko alam hanggang kelan ako magiging tamed…Bahala na…Pero syet, I wanna go clubbing ulit, hay….I miss the club scene.. L
Previous Comments
I will bookmark your site to check if you write more great info about it in the future.
Posted by UGG UK at July 23, 2011, 3:40 pmUnited States,11 Wheat.431, and of this court in The
Posted by UGG UK at August 5, 2011, 12:37 pmhttp://www.discount-raybans.com/ray-ban-aviator-c-36.html Ray Ban Aviator
http://www.discount-raybans.com/ray-ban-warrior-c-37.html Ray Ban Warrior
Ralph Lauren Men’s Mesh Polo http://www.ralphlaurens-outlet.com/ralph-lauren-polos-mens-mesh-polos-c-4_12.html
Ralph Lauren Rugby http://www.ralphlaurens-outlet.com/ralph-lauren-rugbys-c-15.html
As we all know, Ralph Lauren is one of the top vogue brands worldwide around. Ralph Lauren Outlet Online with top quality factory directly Polo Outlet and offer you a convenient and money saving way to own this luxury fashionable brand easily.
Posted by Polo Outlet Online at September 19, 2011, 2:34 pmcanada goose
Sinks all canada goose have what’s called a P-trap in their drains. I’m sure you’ve seen the goose neck plumbing under a sink. The purpose of a P-trap is to canada goose outlet trap some water in the drain at all times, as a barrier to sewer gas. With some P-traps of inferior design, as soon as you turn the tap on the canada goose parka shop flowing water will break the water barrier and allow some sewer gas to come up from the drain. G
believing the conduct of the plaintiffs to have been perfectly bona fide. I
Posted by Coach Factory at October 19, 2011, 9:08 amSastres, Mr. Langton;but then they must be in the house, watching for one moment, whole hours. I
Posted by Coach Outlet Online at November 10, 2011, 8:23 ambetween two or more varieties, which will follow each other in their time of ripening, so as to
Posted by Coach Outlet Store Online at November 19, 2011, 8:19 amWanna to thank you for interesting posts buddy. Keep writing.
Posted by Tory Burch Outlet at November 28, 2011, 9:51 pmThis is a great site. I really like it. Thank you for the site. May God bless you in all your works.
Posted by Burberry Outlet at November 28, 2011, 11:24 pmtold me that Mr. Crisp was old, and Mr. Crisp was infirm; and, if I had found those things so, I
Posted by North Face at December 4, 2011, 12:17 amMoncler Site Officiel ont fait leur chemin dans les placards de gens qui sont sérieusement de Moncler Femme Longue Nouvel les vêtements qu’ils portent et par la suite le ?Blouson Moncler Femme définir les tendances que tout le monde finit par avoir à suivre. Doudoune Moncler est connu comme les fabricants de la célèbre Sacs à main Moncler Femme très chaud matelassé puffer Doudoune Moncler Homme. Le Moncler Femme Nouvel sera votre grand ami.
Posted by Doudoune Moncler at December 5, 2011, 11:23 pmBlouson Moncler Femme définir les tendances que tout le monde finit par avoir à suivre. Doudoune Moncler est connu comme les fabricants de la célèbre Sacs à main Moncler Femme très chaud matelassé puffer Doudoune Moncler Homme. Le Moncler Femme Nouvel sera votre grand ami.
Posted by oncler Femme Longue Nouvel at December 5, 2011, 11:24 pmMount Basha corrupted into Mombasha, Duck Cedar into Truxedo, Grey Coat into Grey Court
Posted by Coach Factory Outlet at December 6, 2011, 11:30 amsupply, as will be seen, an important element in the elucidation of primitive chronology. Upon this
Posted by uggs clearance at December 13, 2011, 3:28 pmWe would like to say Thanks for your contents. We will keep its to my friend
Posted by Moncler Outlet at December 16, 2011, 1:28 pmThe christian shoes is an insanely popular brand. It is why many online retailers the famous genuine ugg boots and selling them at incredibly low prices. It has become a problem for Winter boots. These cheap Christian lacroix are made with synthetic materials. I recommend carries christian shoe in all sizes, they offer free shipping. womens edmonton ugg requires. Ugg boots do cost more, but they are of much higher quality. ugg boots still turn heads. If you are wearing Authentic Christian louboutin online.
Posted by ladies' ugg boots at December 20, 2011, 10:57 amThis looks absolutely perfect. All these tiny details are made with lot of background knowledge. I like it a lotThis looks absolutely perfect. All these tiny details are made with lot of background knowledge. I like it a lotv
Posted by Ralph Lauren Outlet at December 22, 2011, 2:37 pmLancel Brigitte Bardot, la série des diamants, the channel et Sacs Lancel la assumption belle laque durante une seule : avec Sac Lancel une fa?on exceptional de montrer subtilement au coeur de la ville et the calme contraste odeurs de Soldes Lancel banlieue. Ovale LANCEL spinning software Sac Lancel Pas Cher première voiture décapotable 1960 your inspiré the verrouiller avec matelassé Turnlock Thin Haul forme de sac avec Sac Lancel Soldes une rainure décoré correspondant de la cha?ne. Lancel Portefeuilles Glance rétro de qualité élevée par romantic relationship à sac matelassé à rabat durante verrouillant la perception de la poignée Sac Lancel French Flirt durante haut et belle d’apporter united nations soup?on de perfume moderne. Brigitte Bardot à la work surface strain Sac Lancel L’Adjani une variété de paillettes éblouissantes sous Sac Lancel Premier Flirt forme d’une combinaison de cuir verni noir et the matériel métallique noircie strain original united nations Sac Lancel Roll’N Rock lustre exceptional, l’ébène de bonbons attrayante. Pushlock Cartables most important matériau strain la couleur forte Sac Lancel Veines Autruche de veau et cuir de cire infectés jeter
Posted by yatou at December 23, 2011, 11:31 amThe Womens North Face Denali Jackets are primarily better known for their honored retail store for mountaineers and their jackets are excellent for keeping such people cozy in serious cold weather. Definitely if they’re adequate for cold North Face Down Jackets hardened outdoor types then The North Face Jackets range will be suited to you and your folks this winter season. Not only are North Face Gore Tex Jackets these jackets incredible as cold temperature clothing yet are of such a strong high quality as to make it through plenty The North Face Denali Fleece of excursions within the washer as you possibly can chuck their way. In fact you may be thinking to yourself why would I North Face Mens Realization Jackets buy top brand of clothing item when there are numerous comparable inexpensive imitations available North Face Triclimate Jackets everywhere I look?
Posted by tghsrthwrtg at December 23, 2011, 1:22 pmDepuis 1952, Moncler aDoudoune Moncler gagné une grande renommée tant à la maison et large dans les années 1980 par work. Moncler Pas Cherdévoué et diligent pourrait non Monclerseulement vous offrir Moncler Site Officielle besoin de base, mais aussi de prendre les Doudoune Moncler Soldeséléments de personalitiy et la diversification en considération pour rendre le tissu juste pour vos besoins personnels. Sur notre Moncler Doudoune Hommesite nous Doudoune Moncler Femmevous promettons que des? Nouveau Doudoune Moncler Hommeprix incroyables et services à la clientèle super dans tous. Stock de Moncler Quincy Produits Suffisants, Service Doudoune Moncler Bady Fourrure clientèle Incroyable, Efficace et Rapide Expédition, 100% de Doudoune Moncler Homme Pas Cher France Satisfaction!
Posted by asd at December 23, 2011, 5:03 pmI read with great interest.Thanks for you sharing.
Posted by Tory Burch Outlet at December 28, 2011, 2:36 pmThanks for you sharing.That is good article.I like it.
Posted by Burberry Outlet at December 28, 2011, 4:35 pmWow!! I love what you are doing! I need to relook at screen toaster! Informative and interesting post!!!keep it up..
Posted by Christian Louboutin Mens Shoes at December 29, 2011, 4:11 pmnice post. thanks.
Posted by North Face Outlet at December 29, 2011, 4:12 pmest un homme d’un grand mérite moral. En ce sens, grand ne s’emploie pas avec le mot
Posted by Coach Factory Store at December 30, 2011, 2:33 pmhould we look at UGG types that aren’t very fashionable and popular? If no, that you are making mistakes. These offers are much cheaper than the medium onesI inquired of Mr,There were so many trees and,
Posted by Cheap Beats By Dre at January 11, 2012, 2:25 pmthe conclusion haschanel bagsnecessarily arisen that it could chanel bagnot be incorporated with the coco chanel bagscontract, by legal intendment http://www.cocochanelbags.us/.
Posted by Cathy at February 3, 2012, 2:40 pmcasque docteur dre
casque audio beat
casque beats
dre beats
dr dre beats
dr dre headphones
doudoune canada goose
canada goose
canada goose pas cher
dre beats
dr dre beats
dr dre headphones
beats by dre
discount beats by dre
casque beat
casque beats
monster beat
casque monster beat
I think this a good blog post,thanks for sharing.
Posted by beats by dre studio at February 6, 2012, 9:07 amNice writing, thanks for sharing your post with me, some extremely fantastic thoughts you have on the topic
Posted by michael kors handbags on sale at February 6, 2012, 9:07 amIn your article, you can get a lot of meaningful knowledge and helpful information , this is the article I’ve ever seen one of the most exciting .Very glad to learn a lot from you this meaningful knowledge. Very pleased to come to your blog space .
Posted by burberry outlet at February 6, 2012, 9:12 amAdd a comment
I did a little research on the topic and found that most people agree with your blog. Thanks.
Posted by Coach Outlet Store Online at July 14, 2011, 5:43 pm