A FUCKED UP LOVE (THAT NEVER WAS)
December 13, 2004
they say love comes like a thief in the night
it sure did when i met you
you opened the doors of my doubting heart
geez! you made me feel brand new!
we talked and got to know each other better
hoping for a love so true waiting to happen
you made me feel secure and alive
damn! you just melt my heart!
we dreamt of nothing but of a love so pure
together we built a paradise full of love and joy
we held each other's hands oh so tight
man! i just hope these feelings would last!
we decided to take another step further
we hugged and kissed till we yearned for more
t'was such one beautiful moment
oh! my heart did beat so fast!
we walked away feeling bliss (or was it just me?)
dreaming of a love to last forever
i kept you close to the realms of my heart
boy! was i never sad!
you painted a smile on my face
that nobody else was able to make
you gave meaning to my once dull existence
God! you were just too good to be true!
but suddenly love came out of the door
i was left all alone wondering what went wrong
little did i know you had a change of heart
oh please! tell me what the hell is wrong!
i'm all alone and crying out of nowhere
hoping things will just be the same
you held my heart with so much passion and command
darn! i'm too weak to let you go!
my heart still yearns for me and you
but my mind says this is the end
nobody wins in a battle all alone
hell! can somebody kind enough help me please?!
you chose to walk away without saying so
you left me fighting with no one to depend on
you made me feel stupid and useless just like trash
fuck! don't you have a heart?!
*TO ALL THE GODDAMN HEARTBREAKERS OUT THERE, FUCK Y'ALL!!!*
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1. a reader left…
Sunday, 12 December 2004 3:11 am
ur not a trash and definitely not stupid… it was his loss, not yours…ü
allen
Sunday, 12 December 2004 3:12 am
this is fuckin' right. i've put a link to your blog. i hope you dont stop writing.
3. a reader left…
Sunday, 12 December 2004 9:04 am
oooooooooh thats good! but for me explanation of love are probably perfect keep doing this!!!
nayr [azryznayr_19@yahoo.com]
Sunday, 12 December 2004 4:44 pm
thanks for the comment rush3k! i really appreciate it! u made my day! 
Sunday, 12 December 2004 4:47 pm
thanks allen! life sucks but life must go on…
6. a reader left…
Wednesday, 15 December 2004 2:12 am
I can personally relate to this. My relationship was like that, and then she went and fucking broke my heart, and then she was all upset and blamed me!! I don't understand heartbreakers!!!
Wednesday, 15 December 2004 2:15 am
to hell with all the goddamn heartbreakers! they don't know what "LOVE" really is. 
8. a reader left…
Thursday, 20 January 2005 10:05 am
can anyone tell me wat "love' really is?I don't think there is a right or wrong in love.There is love,hurt,happy,unhappy………and it goes on and on……
don't u all think so
Michael
9. a reader left…
Tuesday, 17 May 2005 1:21 am
gosh. id would luv to read this poem to his face. hearbreakers have no heart at all!
Tuesday, 17 May 2005 1:32 am
ooops, ngayon ko lang nabasa yung comment ni michael, delayed reaction ako, hehe!
but you're right, michael! everything is a gamble.
kat, korek ka ulit dyan! mamatay na silang lahat, syet!
11. a reader left…
Wednesday, 1 June 2005 7:03 pm
wow…nice poem, straight tothe point. By the way can i have your permission to use your poem? id like to give it to my wife…kung ok lang sayo…iniwan niya kasi ako…baka naka hanap ng mas malaki…he he…joke!
laryuki
Thursday, 2 June 2005 2:49 am
hi there, laryuki! 
sure, basta i-credit mo lang na ako yung may gawa. thanks!
haha ganun ba?! mas malaki ba? lol! 
13. cherish left…
Wednesday, 15 June 2005 10:54 am
sometimes love really hurts…. just hang-on, and get on… you could be the future heartbreaker to a heartbreaker…thats karma to them! hahaha
Thursday, 16 June 2005 2:12 am
haha! nice one, cherish! 
but i doubt it, nice kase ako eh. ahaha! si papa Jesus na lang bahala sa kanila, hehe!
15. manglord left…
Monday, 20 June 2005 10:34 pm
blame it all to yourself… (joke) heartbreakers are instrument to make us grow and to understand the real meaning of love. keep on loving… coz what's important is that you experienced this kind of emotion… sweet isn't it…
Tuesday, 21 June 2005 2:11 am
i did blame myself din. tanga ko kase eh, lol!
pero tama ka…ganun talaga eh…
namnamin na lang kung anuman yung meron kayo…kase once na over na, sorry na lang…
17. manglord left…
Tuesday, 21 June 2005 3:53 pm
ows, i find you attractive sa pic mo dito sa INQ7 ha, gago lang ang tawag sa lalaki na ayaw na sayo. la na yata syang mahanap na kasing ganda mo at mabait ba? hehehehe… lol… pag tulog cguro…
Tuesday, 21 June 2005 4:01 pm
thanks! may mga taong ewan lang talaga…hay!
A LOVE THAT NEVER WAS
MET YOU BY SURPRISE
TOGETHER WE BUILT PARADISE
WE SANG AND DANCED TO THE TUNE OF LOVE
OF A LOVE I THOUGHT WAS BOUND TO LAST
WE TALKED AND GIGGLED TILL WE ALMOST FAINTED
WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING T'WAS NEAR THE END
KEPT YOU SAFE AND WARM IN MY HEART
SILLY ME, THOUGHT U DID THE SAME WAY TOO
ALONE, I STILL THINK OF ME AND YOU
OF A LOVE I THOUGHT WAS OURS TO KEEP
I STILL SING AND DANCE TO THE TUNE OF LOVE
BUT YOU CHOSE TO SING AND DANCE THE OTHER WAY
I'M LEFT WISHING AND HOPING YOU'LL COME BACK
THOUGH I KNOW IT'S FARTHEST FROM YOUR MIND
A LOVE I THOUGHT WAS OURS TO KEEP
WAS A LOVE THAT NEVER WAS TO YOU IT SEEMED
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1. a reader left…
Saturday, 4 June 2005 11:03 pm
alang hiya nga talaga sila. yun bang iniwan ka nalang sa ere.. you'll keep wondering tuloy..
kat
Sunday, 5 June 2005 1:39 pm
hay…ba't kaya ganun mga lalake noh?! kainis! grrr! mga walang balls ang mga ewan, syet! :@
